Knocked out Cold

I’ve had a stupid, nagging cold for a couple weeks now.  My hubby has been fighting a nastier chest cold and other medical issues, so it has seemed tiny by comparison. As he heals, I’m more aware of how crappy I feel.  I just feel tired all the time.  I’m not sure what that has to do with bipolar disorder, but it does feel kind of like depression.  I don’t feel motivated to do anything today.  I’m irritated by everything, and I’m not looking forward to starting my new role at work tomorrow.  Well, I feel now like if I don’t have anything nice to say, I shouldn’t have anything at all.  I am going to make myself meditate this evening, because I know I need it as much as the cold medicine.  Healing, happy thoughts.

Sakura

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